About Me

Hello!!  I  have  so  much  to  share  with  all  of  you.  I  promise  you  that  I  will  be  completely  and  brutally  honest. There  will  be  no  exaggerations  or  sugar-coating.  If  you  were  to  meet  me  in  person  you  would  not  question  that  statement  at  all!

I  drop  F  bombs  regularly  and  I  have  a  twisted  sense  of  humor. I  have  laughed  at  shit  that  has  happened  that would  shock  and  debilitate  most  people.  But,  you  know,  everything  happens  for  a  reason. That  is  not  some  cliche  or  even  something  with grand  religious  overtones.  I  really  do  believe  that.  And,  if  it’s  supposed  to  happen  for  some  cosmic  reason,  sometimes  you  just  have  to  laugh  at  the  nonsense  thrown  your  way.

So,  what’s  with  all  the  build  up?  I  am  an  addicted  bystander.  My  daughter  is  an  addict.  She  is  currently  20  years  old.  She  has  died  about  four  times,  that  I  know  of....and  was  brought  back  for  some  purpose  that  has  yet  to  be  discovered. I  have  chased  after  her  in  the  middle  of  the  night;  I’ve  found  her  in  seedy  locations  doing  shady  things;  I  have  begged,  pleaded,  cried,  screamed,  and  laughed.  You  won’t  believe  some  of  the  stories.  But,  I  can  assure  you  they  are  true.  If  you  are  dealing  with  this  “lifestyle,”  I  hope  you  can  relate.  I  hope  it  gives  you  hope.  Not  that  I  have  any  answers,  my  daughter’s  life  is  still  hanging  in  the  balance.  But,  maybe  sharing  my  stories  and  the  things  I’ve  tried  will  help  you  or  help  you  understand  someone  else  going  through  this  shit.

I  am  new  to  this  blogging  deal.  I  am  sure  this  site  will  change  frequently  while  I  figure  out  what  I  am  doing.  Please  enter  your  email  and  I  will  keep  you  updated  when  I  post  a  new  blog.  No  spam  emails,  no  selling  of  your  info....I  don’t  even  know  how  to  do  any  of  that!  Just  a  head’s  up  to  you  that  there  is  new  craziness  added  to  the  site  if  you  want  to  check  it  out.      

Have  an  Awesome  Day  and  Thanks  for  Stopping  By!